I look forward to every weekend when I can ride the wave of emotion watching my beloved Swans AFL football team’s titanic struggle for supremacy against their opposition. The line between elation and utter disappointment is black and white. There is no middle ground. A win means I can read, watch and listen about my teams victory for the entire week until we play again. A loss means total shutout of anything AFL. I just can’t bear to relive the loss all over again. It’s this